Detachment.
Lin Luchu was confined for four days until Lin Qingyuan was admitted to the hospital and Meng Guohong released him.
When he came out, he was still in that uniform, and his face, which used to be so vigorous, was particularly depressed at the moment, and he seemed to have lost some weight, with some green residue on his chin, and his eyebrows were weary.
Very poor condition.
Meng Guohong sat in the chair, saw him disheveled, heart and angry and hate, gritted his teeth and said, "Look at you this thing to do!"
Lin Luchu lowered his head, his entire body stood upright, his backbone was cold, and he didn't speak.
Meng Guohong hated the iron, resentment, a slap on the table, see him difficult, and can not bear to say, only sighed: "You ah you ah!"
He still stood straight, in the most standard military posture, like a pine standing guard by the side of the road all year round.
Meng Guohong directly threw over a document, "The organization up and down, next week outside to send you to Deer Mountain support."
The man finally stirred, lifted his eyelids and spoke, "How long?"
It was the first time in four days that he had spoken, and his voice seemed to have been worn and sunk to the bottom.
Meng Guohong rested his hand on the table and remained silent for a while before slowly saying, "One year."
Lin Lu Snapdragon didn't have an expression or emotion, and quickly accepted the reassignment, "Good."
Lowering his head again, his brain is already planning, Deer Mountain is in Anjiang, the farthest mountainous area in the south, Anjiang does not have an airport, he has to take a train over there, and when he arrives in Anjiang, he still has to take a bus in order to go up to Deer Mountain, and he will report next week, and together with the time he spends on the road, he still has three days to get ready.
He had to go find Nanchu.
There is no way to come back for a while after going there, and he still has to go find Shen Mu Da Liu and ask them to help take care of some.
I have to go see Lin Qi and ask him to come out and take care of the old man.
Still have to go see the old man, as if it really pissed him off this time.
On the chair Meng Guohong lit a cigarette, mocking laughed: "Silly boy, you say something! That day on the roof was not quite horizontal? For that woman's life can not want, why now listen?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon's face did not change, his voice was quiet: "You think too much, for whoever that day is this decision, do this line to be greedy and afraid of death, it is better to retire from the army."
Meng Guohong flinched and nodded in realization, isn't that what this kid is like?
He lost his smile, "OK, get lost, Deer Mountain is a good place to exercise people, some things, should be yours is yours, the leadership think you lack of exercise, sent you to that place to sharpen your temperament, you rather take it easy, don't give me that place to poke the sky."
......
Coming out of the office, Lin Luchu drove straight to the hospital.
Lin Qingyuan was walking back from the balcony with his hands behind his back, when he turned his head, he saw a tall young man standing at the front door, with a tired brow and a green scruffy beard, and froze before glancing away to hear him call out, "Dad--"
He was alone in the hospital room, the warmth of the winter sun raging, but flooded with cold.
Lin Qingyuan waved his hand, "Why do you look like this? Don't even know how to shave?"
Many years, actually.
Neither of them had ever stood and talked properly together, Lin Luchuan didn't understand Lin Qingyuan's pride, always thinking that it was his fault for divorcing his mother, but not realizing that, for so many years, the most sensitive part of his heart was his mother.
And Lin Qingyuan wasn't even aware of Lin Luchu's self-esteem, the most he could hope to receive was his father's praise.
But Lin Qingyuan crushed him with this clear and light sentence.
Before entering this hospital room, Lin Luchuan thought a lot at the door, his father begrudgingly gave him compliments, indeed he did not deserve it, he may not really be that good.
He wraps his wildness in righteousness.
He's just bad. When he was a kid, he used his playful nature to bully Da Liu and the others.
Emotionally, he is bent on being arrogant and bossy and never considers others.
Doesn't he have any responsibility for what happened to Lin Qi? Yes, he is.
Like Meng Guohong said, his temperament still needs to be sharpened.
"I'm going to Deer Hill next week." It was his farewell.
Lin Qingyuan's gaze was distant and slowed down before slowly nodding his head and speaking concisely, "Go, a man should be honed, what about that girl?"
At the mention of Nanchu, his eyes softened a bit, "Haven't seen it yet."
Lin Qingyuan nodded, "Go meet her, it's not easy for her."
Lin Luzhu lowered his head and let out a low hmmm.
Outside the window, the daylight is long, and I can't see the end, everything is as good as spring, and as cold as winter.
"I dreamed of your grandfather two days ago, the old man is quite good, he said ah, people this life, ah, is too many regrets, such as him, to the end of the platoon commander did not see him, but also entrusted me to find him again, maybe still alive."
Lin Qingyuan said this, the tone of voice is particularly relaxed, rare face also hung a kind smile, with the usual unsmiling two people: "Your grandfather dream let me tell you, you kid smooth life for thirty years, since childhood, whether it is big Liu or old Meng a few, all like to hold you, almost no setbacks, this time, just go to Deer Mountain to practice practice, a man has to eat a little bitter, not everyone can be obedient to you, but as a soldier, you have to always remember your responsibility, go out and do not give your old man a disgrace! A man has to suffer a little bit, not everyone can obey you, but as a soldier, you have to always keep in mind your responsibility, go out, don't give your old man shame!"
"Yes."
"Remember the old man's remark?"
"Remember."
"Memorize it."
He suddenly straightened his back and said word for word, "An inch of river and mountain, an inch of blood, 100,000 youths and 100,000 armies."
"One more sentence for you." Lin Qingyuan said, "Men should show their ambition, and abide by their true colors and hearts. No matter how others poke your spine behind your back, what should be done must still be done, time will prove everything."
......
Probably after Nanchu decided to go to the United States, Nan Yue Ru loosened her control, the two pugnacious men still returned to the door to check the identity of the people coming in and out.
On this day, Xigu came in and was stopped by two bodyguards and interrogated for a long time, until Nanchu opened her mouth, "Then my assistant, are you two finished?"
The two men exchanged glances and let go.
Xigu carried a box full of Chelsea in, put it on the bed for her, pulled a stool and sat down next to her bed, "Who are they checking out?"
Nanchu: "My man."
Xigu froze, "What happens when you find out?"
Nanchu thought for a moment, "Throw it down? Or take it to my mom's?"
Xigu couldn't comprehend it and shook his head, thinking that the world was too crazy, "Do you want me to go and air it out for you?"
Nanchu shook her head, "No need, you won't be able to find him unless he shows up on his own."
Xigu sucked in a breath, "A secret agent, huh?"
Nanchu tugged at the corner of her mouth and relaxed, "Maybe."
Why don't you show up now?
After the short joke, the atmosphere sank again, Xigu knew Nanchu was in a bad mood and tried to tell something funny to cheer her up.
Nanchu listened with a lack of interest.
Until--
An uncharacteristic blush appeared on Xigu's face when she spoke of someone, and she happened to catch it, raising an eyebrow, "Together?"
Oops.
Xigu was shy, ruffling her hair and bowing her head.
Nanchu laughed, heartily, and said without a care in the world, "It seems to have done something else indescribable?"
Xi Gu's face turned even redder, his head buried even lower, and for a moment he didn't know what to say, and if he said too much, he was afraid of hurting her.
Nanchu smiled indifferently, "It's quite good, I'm going to the U.S. in a while, and even though sometimes Han Beiyao isn't very reliable, I'm relieved to have him take care of you."
Xigu looked up sharply, shock filled his heart, thought he heard wrong, and repeatedly confirmed, "You're going to the United States? Why haven't I heard about it?"
Nanchu rubbed her head, "Because I didn't say anything to anyone."
Xigu suddenly sniffled, "When are you leaving?"
"Next week."
It was like a thunderbolt from a clear sky, directly smashing down, Xi Gu was blindsided, thinking that she was going to leave, her heart was sad again, "You're not filming anymore? Does your man know?"
Nanchu shook her head, sounding relaxed, "I don't know yet."
Listening to her tone, Xigu almost cried, so many days together, she has always been clear, Nanchu this person is not good at expressing emotions, the more sad things out of her mouth becomes more relaxed.
As a result, that night, Nanchu even coaxed Xigu for a long time before she coaxed him away.
For a long, long time she could remember what Nanchu had said that night.
"I used to tell you that if you can't plug other people's mouths, then cover your ears, in fact, that's ostrich behavior, in the past, when other people scolded me, I didn't look at it, I didn't think about it, I blocked that out, and then I lived in my own world, I protected myself, but I couldn't protect the people I wanted to protect. That's what my mom taught me, and in twenty years, I've learned nothing but two words, avoidance."
It seems to be very free, but in reality, it is shrunk in its own shell, still let the outside world how to knock, she has its own side of the world.
Nanchu smiled down, and there was suddenly some light in her eyes, brighter than the moonlight outside the window.
"Then I met Lin Luzhu, who taught me to be cheerful, to be optimistic, to uphold a good heart, and to be hopeful for my country."
Xigu had never met Lin Luchu, and listening to Nanchu's description, she became more and more curious about this man.
Nanchu shook her head again, "These aren't enough, I realized that I'm kind, but others aren't kind to me, I can only be strong enough to protect the people I want to protect."
Xigu was in tears.
She really felt that Nanchu had changed a little bit, the previous Nanchu was a little cold, indifferent to the world, deliberately indifferent, she didn't not care, she just pretended with indifference that she didn't care. And now, Nanchu's whole body is very relaxed, once a person has a direction, his body is full of power.
The moon is getting thicker.
When Nanchu went out to the balcony to smoke a cigarette, she saw Lin Luchu, who was leaning on the car door and looking up at her side.
Haven't seen you in a week.
The darkness covered him, his silhouette stretched out by the moonlight, he was dressed in a black punching bag, zipped up to the top, covering half of his face, revealing a pair of slightly upturned peach blossom eyes, his gaze glancing around her floor, spotting his target and fixing on her for a moment, casually pulling the zipper down and getting up to come her way.
Not in the direction of the stairs, but walk under the exterior wall of the balcony.
He just ran into Yen Dai downstairs and kindly reminded him not to use the front door, he might be taken away to meet his mother-in-law.
It wasn't that he was afraid of seeing Nan Yue Ru, it was just that right now, he didn't want to delay, he wanted to see Nan Chu first.
Eleven-thirty.
The lights were mostly out in the hospitalization department.
A black figure climbed up to the third floor with the help of the window prongs on the exterior wall, the air conditioning unit, and a few water stoppers on the wall.
Nanchu watched as he came up with his bare hands, used his strength to roll over, the water blocker shook, she wanted to scream, but she was afraid of attracting attention, and covered her mouth with death.
As a result, Lin Lu Snapdragon calmly stepped on the wall with his feet and flipped over to grab the window prong next to him.
One last time, both hands braced directly against the balcony railing and flipped over to land.
It just stood so alive in front of Nanchu.
"Are you crazy? What if you fall?"
Lin Lu Snap cupped the little girl's face for a closer look and smiled, "Did you miss me?"
Nanchu was furious, "Don't always do such dangerous things, okay?"
"Really angry?" Lin Lu Snapdragon took the person into his arms and lowered his head to rub the top of her head with his chin, "Pay attention next time, I really want you."
Nanchu reached out and hugged him.
This action directly led to Lin Lu Snapdragon wanted to push her into the bed, but think about this little girl body weak, and then beasts can not do this thing in the people in the hospital bed, held back, low kiss two mouths to do things.
As a result, Nanchu directly pushed him in, mounted on him, and with a "wow" his hand pulled the zipper of his raincoat to the bottom.
Lin Luchu captured her hand and pressed her back onto the bed, his eyes were suppressed, "This is still in the hospital!"
"It's okay."
Nanchu was pressed, her hair scattered a pillow, her eyes were water, she directly tilted her head to block his lips, the force was too great, the first hit the corner of his lips, the second only to contain his lips, the tip of her tongue went to pry open his, and slowly slid in.
It was just like when he used to kiss her, teasing him slowly bit by bit.
That one lit the fire.
Nanchu's unexpected passion simply made Lin Luchu want to explode, he only felt that all the blood in his body was rushing to one place, his two eyes were scarlet, he directly pressed the person underneath and sat up.
There were no lights on inside.
Just this pale moonlight, Nanchu heard the sound of him undoing his belt.
......
The narrow single bed is not well-made, like a broken frame, plus Lin Lu Snapdragon's big tall man of 18 or so, as long as the slightest movement, the bed will vibrate "creaking" sound.
As soon as the bed rattled, from the doorway came, "Miss Nan, what are you doing?"
Nanchu mischievously got up and stared at the person on top of her, deliberately saying slowly and slowly, "Doing - bedtime exercise."
......
When she was done, Nanchu leaned against the bed and got dressed as Lin Luchu came out of the toilet naked from his shower.
Her gaze glanced toward the crestfallen lump between his legs and turned back, Lin Lu Snapu put on his pants without his shirt, exposing his frank chest, and while buckling his belt, he walked over to her bedside and reached out to rub her hair, "There's something I need to talk to you about."
Nanchu nodded, "Go ahead."
Lin Lu Snapdragon smoothed the broken hair on her ear behind her ear, "I'm going to Deer Mountain next week, I'll have to go for a year, and I'll have fewer chances to come back, and you're here-"
"Captain, let's break up."
The words were so icy cold that it made Lin Luchu feel as if what had just happened was his spring dream.
"Don't joke." Lin Luzhu pinched her ear, warning-like.
The result was a sideways glance from Nanchu, blocking it over, "I'm serious."
The human brain, when it receives some bad news, secretes a neuron that resists the source of such news until--
Unable to resist, it slowly entered the central nervous system of the brain before realizing it.
Oh, it's reality.
Lin Lu Snap is a bit of a long process.
After Nanchu finished, he was silent for a while, sitting on the edge of the bed with his back to her before asking, "Why?"
Nanchu blurted out, "Tired."
It's real tired. Tired and happy, I guess.
Lin Luzhu grimaced and glanced down, "I don't agree."
Nanchu: "I'm going to America next week."
If the previous breakup had only made him feel helpless, but these words had completely angered Lin Luchu, and without his knowledge, she had already chosen to leave.
Still, he chose to suppress his anger and slowly asked, word for word, "What's the point of going to America?"
"Going to school, my mom found a school to get a head start on the schooling I was previously behind on."
Lin Luchu's voice also lost its temperature, his patience was growing after knowing Nanchu, "You go to your America, finish your studies and come back."
Deer Hill would be back in just one year, and if not, she could always finish her studies in two years, right?
"In fact, you and I both know that the waiting is aimless. I have more than schooling to accomplish-"
It's a long process, a year is not too short, ten years is not too long.
He suddenly bent over, his back arched, his hands in his lap, and interrupted her in exasperation, "So what do you want?!"
She was indifferent, her hand going to his dark hair, her gaze fond and loving.
"Honestly, the moment public opinion erupted, did you have a moment of regret? You blamed yourself for your father's admission to the hospital, and likewise, I blamed myself in this case."
Lin Lu Snapdragon stood up and directly drew the clothes on the side, and while putting them in from the head, he said in a wordy and gloomy way, "Except for the breakup I don't agree, the rest is up to you."
Then the jacket, zipped up, Lin Lu Snap stared at her, not wanting to stay a moment longer, emotionless, "Let's go, do you have anything else to say?"
"Sorry."
Nanchu scowled.
Like lighting a firecracker, one sentence made him completely explode, and the demeanor that he had maintained with patience completely collapsed.
He would have had little poise.
He let out a low curse, something he never used to pyo even when he was angry.
Lin Lu Snap stood by the door with his waist pinched, licking the corners of his mouth with a very mocking smile, "Playing with me, are you?"
Nanchu shook her head, "Being together is serious, being apart is also serious."
They all need time to work out the realities.
Until then, Nanchu didn't think she should bind a man with promises, or a captain who was so good and prim.
Love, in fact, should be taken as it comes.
Lin Lu Snapdragon stood in the doorway, his expression cold, compared to the usual serious brow peaks at the moment but because of the anger tightly screwed, ferocious appearance.
Never seen him so angry.
The fists of the hands copied in his pockets are clenched tightly, even his voice is filled with blood, fearing that he will casually copy the stool next to him and smash it towards Nanchu.
"Are you so fucking proud of yourself? Do you think everyone deserves to be where they are? God damn seriously! I believe you!"
When he finished, he walked straight away.
The room returned to silence, as if no one had been there, and everything returned to business as usual.
The person on the bed, still maintained the same position as earlier without moving.
After a long moment, she lifted her hand to wipe the tears from her eyes and skimmed her head.
Silence outside the window, the dead wood, the yellowed leaves fall to the ground, the branches have sprouted new shoots, that are all hope--
But beside you is the love of your life who is about to travel far away.
The road that follows is to be traveled alone.
It doesn't matter if you don't have a companion, there's still a lover far away--
......
Probably the night before going to Deer Hill, Lin Lu Snapdragon came out from Lin Qingyuan's ward, and looked at Nanchu's ward while smoking at the door, and at that moment, stomped out the cigarette, and went to climb the window prongs with his hand, and familiarly tumbled into Nanchu's ward again.
When he hooked the railing, rolled over and stood still, the balcony door is not closed tightly, looking in through the window, the inside is an unusual darkness, the curtains are empty and floating, the bed where there is still a person, a room is cold, the cold wind whistling.
The palms were aching.
He looked down to see that he had just climbed up and had been pierced by the prickly edge of a window prong, and blood was pouring out in rivulets.
Ignored by him.
Outside the door there are nurses checking the room, probably see this hidden door some strange, can not help but push open the eye, see the dark room, the hospital bed vaguely sits a man's tall back, fiercely sucked in a mouthful of cold air, "snap" a press light, bold enough to yell out: "You which one! ?"
The room hit light for a split second.
The man didn't adjust to the sudden bright light and squinted before slowly turning to look at her.
Lin Luchu primrose is still that black punching jacket, pulling the hood, zipper pulled to the top, blocked to the nose over, the nurse just looked at the pair of eyes exposed, intuition that this person looks handsome, the heart fell a few points of relief, and asked again, this time slowed down the look: "Sir, who are you looking for?"
"Where are the people in this ward?"
His voice was low and husky with a unique sexual coolness.
The nurse remembers, "Discharged, I heard he left for America today."
This was from the girl who helped with the discharge process and said she had to go to the airport to catch up.
As the nurse spoke, she suddenly remembered, the scene when she first came over to pack up her things, "Her friend was checking her out of the hospital, and she was bored with herself, so she folded the quilt here, for a long time, unwrapping and folding and unwrapping it, or one of those tofu blocks from the army, folded neatly- "
He suddenly smiled down, self-deprecatingly.
At his house, he taught her how to fold tofu blocks by hand-
"No eating if you can't fold it properly!"
She really just bowed and smiled as she unwrapped and folded and folded and unfolded, sometimes tilting her head and begging him for praise when she did it right, and sulking by herself when she didn't.
After that night.
Later in her training in the army, she had the best housekeeping of all the female soldiers.
Lin Luchu looked at the four-square block of tofu on the bed.
It's not hard to imagine how she felt when she was folding the blocks of tofu, the way she was saying goodbye to him.
That's fucking great.
Let's go.
Leave and don't fucking come back!
......
The next day, Lin Luchu embarked on the train to Anjiang.
He didn't inform anyone, carried a hiking bag and left, as he did when he went to military school, without looking back.
As a result, Liu Shenmu and the others squatted at the train station and waited for him.
When the tall man in black clothes, black pants and black bag still wearing a black hat appeared at the entrance of the train station, Da Liu spat out the toothpick in his mouth and jumped three feet high, yanking Shen Mu over and stopping the man, "I fucking knew that you kid was going to sneak away!"
Lin Luchuan had his hands in his pockets and froze, "What are you two doing?"
Big Liu: "You're not going to suffer, buddy to give you a ride."
Lin Luzhu directly kicked him in the stomach of the leg.
Da Liu hemmed and hawed.
The matter of Nanchu going to the United States, Dae-ryu also heard this day Xu Zhi-Yi said before knowing, because Nanchu went to the United States, the director informed Xu Zhi-Yi re-entered the group.
Thus, he also indirectly learns about Lin Luzhu's being dumped.
It is obvious that Lin Lu Snapdragon is not in a good mood, but at this juncture, Da Liu does not dare to find him unhappy.
Even though love is not as good as it should be, at least this brother of his has always been there, so he patted him on the shoulder and generously said, "If it's inconvenient for you over there, when will Shen Mu and I go over to see you."
Shen Mu nodded, "OK, go in, I heard that the southern side is not heated, you really can't stand it, make a phone call to talk to my buddies, I'll give you ten miles of cold winter to send warmth to go, don't be wiped out."
Lin Luchu cursed with a laugh, "Bullshit!"
But just this sound, the big Liu scolded cried, wiping snot and tears, "Why do I still listen to you scold me comfortable! I don't even fucking recognize you with that warmth you had a while ago!"
Lin Lu Snapdragon was too lazy to care anymore, rubbed Da Liu's head a handful of times, and turned around in style, "Alright, I'm leaving."
The station is noisy and noisy with people coming and going.
Lovers embrace each other in parting; loved ones are greeted with joy and emotions are rendered exuberant.
Da Liu cried even more fiercely, as back then, their teenage love was long and mountainous.
......
And behind the teenager always stands the elder.
Secretary Zhang looked at Lin Luchu's upright back and glanced at Lin Qingyuan beside him and said, "Leader, let me accompany you to celebrate the New Year this year."
Lin Qingyuan coughed lightly, "Come on, your wife shall not come to my house?"
Secretary Zhang: "Then have that side give Lu Snap a New Year's Eve?"
"Forget it."
At the end, the cold wind in the man's eyes and gradually long up, through the vicissitudes of life, he suddenly felt the fate of pity: "two sons, a south, a drug rehabilitation, his grandfather said that year is right, I'm not capable of this person, his mother in the time, I can not protect his mother, these two children, I did not protect one."
......
And over there, the plane whizzed by, scraping down a white mist as the clouds painted together and headed straight into that unknown distance.
White pigeons fly and the lake sings.
Since then over.
You go south, I'll go north.
We all start over.
All the years, all your tenderness, I'm not taking away.
Goodbye, my captain.